TO "FREE HUGS" GIRL

Remember few months ago, when you held that first Care Plan workshop? I saw how much heart you put into that workshop. I was moved when you told us you understand how hard nursing school is and gave us your personal cell number to call you if we "needed any help, any help at all, even if it is just to talk." You made me cry seeing how loving you are! I went up to you and teared up when telling you that since starting the accelerated nursing program I felt I was losing my passion to reach out and do loving work. You reassured me,"You won't." Since deciding to go to S.America, I felt revived. Every moment I've spent on this project has been an excitement for me, because in it I find meaning, and in it, the side of me that never gets tired. I guess we don't lose that deeper side of us that makes us, even in the midst of our pile of "to do's" for nursing school. You were right, that "you won't" is the answer to my fear that a demanding nursing program will have me lose my passions. On the contrary, it has prepared me to do more. In the 8 months at CSULB I have learned many skills I will use to help patients at the hospital in Ecuador. I plan to take many pictures and update my blog so I can share the experience with everyone over here. After telling everyone about my trip to Ecuador at today's meeting, you came up to me and gave me a hug, your tears, and said, "I admire you." I want to let you know, Free Hugs girl, that I admire YOU. You reach out to nursing students like myself, offer your open heart and hugs, and encourage us to reach our goals. In this simple gesture you have made a difference in my life. Thank you. *Big hugs* Marie